I feel fucking bad for Nathan’s character. Like seriously. He’s got the worst shit. He’s got fucking nightmares that he never talks about because he knows everybody would think he’s crazy. He’s most likely autistic and he didn’t talk until he was five so he’s been told his whole life he’s just an over sized moron that he doesn’t know anything when he’s probably smart but he doesn’t know, because he doesn’t think he can be smart.
Then basically everything is his responsibility.
Skwisgaar decides to put an under age kid in their band, you’d think he’d be the one in charge of raising said teen, but NOPE Nathan basically is like Toki’s father cause he’s always in charge of him and his shit.
Then it’s like basically every decision he makes is like a huge butterfly effect. They even told him everybody just follows what he does because he’s the leader, so if he makes the wrong choice then the world ends and everybody dies. No pressure man.
Like even Doomstar everything was just Nathan had to decide on everything and be in charge, because the others just do what he does and that’s how everybody goes, they do what Nathan does. He’s the main part of the prophecy and has the freaky dreams and the voices in his head.
Like holy fuck I feel bad for him.